72. I Lost...

I lost... She lost... We lost and our heart lost.
Oh’ Society at your social and traditional cost.

Now our face will be considered as a culprit in love.
A strain is on our character with a defame shove.
How the rain will happen at my territory...
How a bud will blossom at a contrary...
My love ruined the society, people made that prove
Blaming us become their fashion and groove
at every lane and street we became the hated most.
I lost... She lost... We lost and our heart lost.
Oh’ Society at your social and traditional cost.

All are mortal; we can never be immortal
but... Our love will become for lovers’ portal
In future our successor will follow my shadow path
now may not the time for the spring... but it will be a heath
Defame has became our own fatal
we are blamed and going to die, but love is immortal
Love is spontaneous and the earth is its host
I lost... She lost... We lost and our heart lost.
Oh’ Society at your social and traditional cost.

I saw her love and felt me in her eye.
She is there always for me; Where is the “but & why”?
You are mistreating us and blaming us today
for you, our lives, we are going to pay.
We expressed our feeling with no shy.
Nothing is there what I have to post.
I lost... She lost... We lost and our heart lost.
Oh’ Society at your social and traditional cost.

71. Money & Love

All are countless, what emotions and what love
Money says every thing and it is far above.

Once I was in love and she admires me a lot.
We were together all the time; winter, rainy and hot.
She had a care for my each and every tiny word.
People says we are made for each other like “Love Bird”
I was happy and she was happy, when were together
We became example for all near by lovers.

But one day a wind came and made us divide.
She had to go for her college and I work aid.
Gradually the wind became a storm in my life.
And changed her approach, whom I had a thought of my wife.
She floats on pseudopodia sky as a star
Dating, chatting and fun became her new Avatar.

She started pointing in me on my useless require.
A tall, handsome and rich guy became her desire.
I asked her time to improve the last of three
She said then she was engaged and for me not free.
I met her boy friend, so called human like me.
But he had money for costly gifts and other entertainment fee.

I begged her a lot by reminding our past.
‘Those were nonsense’ and warned me at last.
I lost my girl friend as I had no money.
She is happy with her few money honey.
Where is my fate? When do I get love?
Tell me……… Is money really far above?

70. I am a Murderer...

I am a criminal… I am a crook…
Punish me… unexcused sin I book.

A caterpillar… tried a lot for my bless
I denied her and offended her in a mess
Still she never gave up to come my home
To see her new life, that is awesome.
I failed before all her trying.
And gave her shelter. I am not lying.

She inspected all corners of my home
Roof, floor, walls also the lawn
She decided and preferred my store room
I helped her to settle there in zoom.
Days went by and she started spider around her
She was happy as she could be a butterfly in near.

I usually saw her growing up day by day.
I had controlled my emotions all possible way.
Had a desire to destroy her spiders
but... Scold my self for my devil nature, after.
Days went by and her spiders becomes stronger
Perhaps she maintained a distance further.
In a hesitation, she might be looted by me in future.
She restricted me from her caterpillar to butterfly figure.
My wicked mind always tries to disclose the spider
And see her and touch her at every possible closer

Once suddenly but unknowingly I found her under my hand
The creature destroyed. I smashed her dream land.
She was caterpillar or butterfly, I could not recognized
But because of me a butterfly died.

Attention… don’t believe me further
Don’t excuse me! I am a murderer.

69. *****************************

Sound where it goes… and where does it reside?
All things we can see or else feel…
But sound only comes to us once then step a side.
If it vanishes then where does it reside?

As Galileo said, energy is stable
It only converts from one side to another.
But Sound! Conservation of sound is debatable…
Tell me bro… is there any related fable?

I read from leader’s speech, a race become vigorous.
Resonance of music draws the line of joy in brain.
Noise from motors and industries makes pollution; useless.
But the words from parents! Where it goes?

Their each and every word disappears with time.
Where? In dust! In childhood! Or in sun rays!
We stand because of those words only and stay fine.
And become useless when we know little about life line.

Is Einstein’s E=MC2 theory is incorrect?
Is Newton’s motion law is incorrect?
Or the law of energy is invalid…
If the energy is stable, then it mismatches with fact.
Where those words go? How do they act?

68. Walk carefully on your way...

Oh’ passenger, walk carefully on the way.
Be watchful on the ornaments you have these day.

You have stepped forward toward the fortune
Distance is much but you stay in tune.
Doesn’t matter it is light or dark…
Walking is your task, dig the flag on dune.

Search your self, where is the goal and which is your path?
Measure your self, how much sweat is required for your bath?
Road is crowd full, you can’t trust on all…
Find a co-passenger from human city to walk on that.

Be careful on the road, they are not same always
A little negligence can ruin your whole days.
Check the deep of mud and heap of stone…
Though you are not alone, don’t make dirt your ways.

We know every body leads their life by own.
One can never walk honest in human village alone.
There are difficulties, but more satisfaction…
No fear on that way and you will get all your work done.

If you go out of the track, then there is no came back
May be you have been unknowingly, but that is a dirty lake
No body will listen you further, if you noticed once…
Hence, to reach at your destiny never takes the path fake.

Don’t commit that mistake, which you can’t repay.
Be safe, be honest, smile always and go on your way.
Oh’ passenger, walk carefully on the way.
Be watchful on the ornaments you have these day.

67. Suicide Note

This universe is God’s drama Penndel indeed
His script is beyond our thinking, we can’t read.

Like birth, death is also factual
It is and will be the compulsory ritual.
His world is too complicated and magical
Nothing is true here but artificial all.
He has different characters for his play
Some have golden ball and some suffers entire day.

All are from God and his creation
Every one blessed equal and common
One and all have gifted with a magical box
Some can never know about it and some become fox.
Those who can open, they reach their destiny
Those who can’t they suffer like a Sinny.

I also came to this land with a magical bag
But I didn’t get from life, why should I lag?
Whether that is my incapability or ignorance
I didn’t conclude what is my offense?
I lost my half of life in search of that bag
Now even my conscience has started me rag.

I always supported from parents and siblings
But life become burden for me from all ring
My failure is following me as my shadow
It has explored to my all secrete window.
No way to out because my oxygen stock is limited
Let me close my life and get the soul emitted.

Pardon me friend, for all my activity
I have lost my tempo and gravity
After me, please make my family understand.
It is my last request to you my friend.
Life becomes shameless, I can’t tolerate more.
I am committing suicide, death open the door.




Sinny= Sin people

66. Love never understand the word of distance.

Let’s enjoy the faint dark of moonlight night
The hide ‘n’ seek of moon from the cloud at a height
Only you and I are alone on the prairie; complete.
Allow me to paint memories on your lips in dim light.

I am your dream merchant and you are my queen
Our love is as beautiful as the angel’s world scene.
I am your prince and you are my princess
Incomplete my absolute world at your absence
With you my days are like spring and nights are full moon.
You meant for my happiness and you are my life doom.
Like flower and bee, to meet they are very keen
Keep me with you and insert me in your heart bin.

With out you my life is incomplete
We are Adam & Eve, people says in our meet
Love flows from us since the world’s born
You are only true and other false norm
Hug me dear and take me close of yours
Touch me genteelly with heart of pure
My life line ends at you, keep it in safe kit
My fear is your separation; tide me with your skirt.

This night brought a lot of light
Stars are speaking on our right
Wind shares his happiness in my ear
Silence is amusing, I can hear.
Fountain is singing with streaming sound
Veins are active but eyes and lips are ground
Let me taste the taste of romance
Love never understand the word of distance.

65. Another Love Poem- II

My beloved I am gone mad, you hypnotized and drive me crazy
Confused mind; thirsty body; in eye’s courtyard dreams become busy.

You have come very close of mine
Your all activities pasted on heart
And my face has started to shine
How would I tell you my feeling on that?

When you look at me and say me some thing
Some time I feel shy to look at your eyes
I have lost my own word to sing
Since when I saw you in my life, only shy.

My world has changed into new with your touch
Wind spread fragrances and life become worth
River sings and clouds dances in bunch
Since when I see you and following on your path

My nerves are dancing in the heart garden
My dreams are walking on the sense organ
Heart celebrates for its triumph broaden
Stay with me and make me happy, Oh’ my Woman.

My beloved I am gone mad, you hypnotized and drive me crazy
Confused mind; thirsty body; in eye’s courtyard dreams become busy.